MJ
06-15-2004, 06:32 AM
8 really does need your help.
I'm so lost at the moment. I had to come back to New South Wales for a while, I thought maybe until November. I could finish uni, sort out Nightlight, sort out a computer, work a bit, then go back...
But I can't hack it. I'm here, in NSW again, and I miss Bec too much. I feel empty and hollow, she's so far away from me, I'm not there to be there for her, to look after her... this is terrible.
I can not stay here until November. I can't. I don't know if it's possible to make a living out of Nightlight, although I'd love to, even if I still had to get a full time job. Would people be willing to buy t-shirts, books, mousepads and CDs? I don't know. I can only hope. Is it possible to get money from advertisers? Again, don't know, not even sure if the network would let me put ads on the website.
If I get a new computer I can work on Nightlight regularily. If I can make a living from it it'd mean there would be at least one update every week, which I know people would love.
I need help though, opinions, ideas, anything. I'm a bit of a mental mess at the moment, my heart and head aren't focussed.
I'm so lost at the moment. I had to come back to New South Wales for a while, I thought maybe until November. I could finish uni, sort out Nightlight, sort out a computer, work a bit, then go back...
But I can't hack it. I'm here, in NSW again, and I miss Bec too much. I feel empty and hollow, she's so far away from me, I'm not there to be there for her, to look after her... this is terrible.
I can not stay here until November. I can't. I don't know if it's possible to make a living out of Nightlight, although I'd love to, even if I still had to get a full time job. Would people be willing to buy t-shirts, books, mousepads and CDs? I don't know. I can only hope. Is it possible to get money from advertisers? Again, don't know, not even sure if the network would let me put ads on the website.
If I get a new computer I can work on Nightlight regularily. If I can make a living from it it'd mean there would be at least one update every week, which I know people would love.
I need help though, opinions, ideas, anything. I'm a bit of a mental mess at the moment, my heart and head aren't focussed.