View Full Version : A small poem, nothing to do with Gf

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 09:17 AM
Just an odd poem written by myself,

Single Split, Double Supress

I am the half that carries the load that we have been set to bear
I am the side that rips your soul open and that screams in the silent hell
I can see the hell of both and bear the sorrow of three
I reek of putrid hated and anger that festers inside of you
The pain that I cause does it hurt you ?
It makes me strong and scars the outer shell this mess of a soul
I bear the scars do you hold the knife ?
I hold nothing I am bled through you for now will I be ?
I will never let you reap a bounty of sorrow from the hands of others
Will you stop me again, you are weak and I can never die I am you
You are me but we are not one we will never merge
You cannot stop me trading my part essence with yours
Then I will joyfully destroy myself
The light of your soul will be blackened
Whos to say it hasnt already ?
You will never know my full extent, dare you ever create this ?
I dare to do many things as you well know, I dare to die for you
For me than we will die together
I will bring you with me, my one true partener
Wil we dance in the fire of perpetual sorrow ?
Of in the full extend of supressed evil, and feast upon
My childen ?
Who else would I crave for
Why not me or are you scared
I already have you
Do you, we are not a split fully
Yet we are seperate
Shall we fade now ?
Yes lets us fade
We will be I promise you that
I know nothing else will be on my mind

09-28-2004, 09:23 AM
Ooh, so dark! Great poem, I really respect everyone who can put words together and create something like that. I suck at poetry.

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 09:29 AM
Thank you very much, I always thought that poetry is an extention of what the mind and soul go though, experince. They too are connected as is a poet to his or her work, a poem is merely an extention of the person and what they are or have become.:eek:

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 09:29 AM
Thank you very much, I always thought that poetry is an extention of what the mind and soul go though, experince. They too are connected as is a poet to his or her work, a poem is merely an extention of the person and what they are or have become.:eek:

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 09:31 AM
This poem is where this nickname came from, and the segement in my signature:)


Eyes open
Surroundings become clear to the eye
Unclear to the mind
Chains of what that hold me down
A blade thin as light
Dark as what is to be created
This is my final show
The audience grows weary of this single double act
The stage is rotten ready to be remade
I hear you, I speak you
We are to be no more
I am of body and of mind
Yet you are of pure poison
I feel it the blade, the hand
What is this I feel ?
Take it away they scream
I cannot see
Nor can I feel
But I know
You have become solified
You have been submerged into a bloody womb
I am to be not but a memory
They scream, A monster to be born
I understand that I have taken my final bow no applause
Skin festering, bubbling on me yet I cannot feel
You have become
We and I have been anti-Merged
Yet we are still together, I the pain feeler, you the bringer of pain
We are one still and now i fade into the resesses of mine own mind or ours
We think, We feel, and yet I alone die
I understand the anti-merge yet it is too late
You have been born

09-28-2004, 09:33 AM
*aplauds* That's a great one too! I didn't understand much of your poetry rant in the post above, but that's no surprise considering it was me reading it. :D

I'm more a fan of fanfiction myself.

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 09:37 AM
Thank you, I just got into fanfiction, not GF just NG evangelion, its called love eva. Its based on a game based on a segment in the last few epsiodes:). So as you can imagine I aint the most interesting person here lol:p

09-28-2004, 09:42 AM
Cool! I'll start watching that show next year. Maybe I'll be able to read your story then.

I mainly write fics about Grim Fandango and Jackie Chan Adventures. :p

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 09:46 AM
Not mine lol, I wish. Its in a manga format Right to left. But better get your brains in gear for evangelion my poor head is still rattled from it that and love hina have me driven mad lol.

09-28-2004, 09:48 AM
Oh, sorry! I didn't read your post carefully enough. :o That happens to me a lot nowadays.

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 11:47 AM
No worries lol:)

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 11:47 AM
No worries lol:)

Anti Merge
09-28-2004, 11:49 AM
May as well post another few rather than starting a bunch of threads:tsk:



In this maternal prision, Wrapped in the warmth of expectation
My innocents soon to be destroyed
My future self destruction instrument taking me early but reverse in the manner I have choosen
Seperating in front of me the lights of nothing
Faces not concerned with joy
I emerge forth screaming bathed in my life force
In the mist of death and despair
I am naked as I shall always be
No I scream I want to be with the bringer of my life
Perspective stretching in not favored means of mine
In the arms of a stranger, unknown to them what my mind possessed
To see the future of ioslation, wrapped in a blanket of future pain and hatred
Cold In the darkened room, the smell that means so much now
That conjures up the pain I have felt in my future
I never knew what I would lose
What are these not part of me
I know that some are of man but who are you ?
I feel you inside
I think of you as another
Yet In my heart truly you are I
We who are brought into a world of suffering
Who did that know our first breath of air
Would decide that we shall suffer eternally
I would have bashed you tender brains onto the cold and sterile floor
No thanks but at last no tear no need to understand
You were born as the omega
You future decided in the modern alchemy
You were you a monster in the eyes of man
Truly you have been unborn

10-15-2004, 06:20 AM
Hey, I wrote one too yesterday. It's for a giiiirl... How sweet, huh? :D

I think there's alot of wrong grammers, buuut....

I haven't loved for about 3 years
But you have brought back the tears
and I don't think you wanna hold me
'cause we were not ment to be.

It all started a summer afternoon
we walked in the light from the moon
I wanted to fall asleep for 100 years
But I was scared, scared by my own fears

My life was so surrealistic
The love was still made of plastic
But I wanted you to feel
the love goin' from plastic to be real

Now I want to take your hand
But I don't think you would understand
how much pain
that are runnin' out of my brain

I can't forget your cute little face
I feel I'm sittin' with the ace of spades
'Cause I'm sittin' in a tent with you
I really can't think that it is true

We talked about dead, soul and sin
at last you could see through my skin
You was surrounded by a light
that gave me some hope for winnin' the fight

Now I have lost the fight
I will never get you as my bride
I can't see you in your eyes anymore
That's one thing that's for sure

Now I have the feeling
that you don't even care 'bout I'm breatin'
I just want to kill my soul
'cause then I'll have full control

But I hope we will see eathother again
And this time I only want to be your freind
Maybe my love is still so deep
that I again will fall asleep.

...and yes. It's a real story :D

10-15-2004, 11:21 PM
Wow... That's really, really beautiful! It even rhymes! Have you shown it to the girl?

10-16-2004, 12:59 AM
Yerp. I wrote a poem a month ago, when I was a little crazy 'bout her, and this one, to tell it to her. Maybe the most stupid thing I've ever done. But I sent both of them 2 days ago... It was so freakin' sick :)

10-16-2004, 03:37 AM
What did she think of them? I would go crazy with love if someone sent me poems.

10-16-2004, 05:59 AM
I don't know what she think of them. She said they were good, buuut...? But we are still good friends, but not the same as we was a week ago. That's sad.

10-16-2004, 08:53 AM
Aww... :( *offers an imaginary shoulder*