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NiKo
01-15-2002, 02:12 PM
just wrote it now in 15 mins.
i'd love to see your comments. :)



(warning! contains offensive material)


My paranoia

i dont know what came over me
splitting headaches and agony
pain and suffering, not feeling quite allright
i guess this is what you feel when you'r about to die.

issues i thought about a few minutes ago
i dont give a sh*t about them no more
i just want the pain to be over
f*ck this world and its screwed up society
i rather die and not feel a thing
than live and feel this pain

i'll be okay just as long i keep my sanity
i'll be okay if i can focus on reallity
i'll be okay i dont need guidance
you'll be okay to if you follow my sense.

maybe i'm being paranoid
maybe i'm saying bullsh*t and cant see the beauty of it
maybe i'll just take a pill and the pain will go away
and i'll start seeing the world in a positive way

nah, i wont do that, i LIKE hating it all
gives me something to complain about
gives me some f*cked up thoughts
gives me the feeling maybe society hates me as well
ah who gives a crap, were all going to hell

i'll be okay just as long i keep my sanity
i'll be okay if i can focus on reallity
i'll be okay i dont need guidance
you'll be okay to if you follow my sense.

the pain is gone. just vanished without a trace
i feel fine again. theres a smile on my face
so i guess i'm just paranoid
somethings f*cked up in my brain
i guess thats whats causing my confusion and pain.

but i'll be okay just as long i keep my sanity
i'll be okay if i can focus on reallity
i'll be okay i dont need guidance
you'll be to okay if you follow my sense.
you can be okay if you follow
follow my sense
you'll be okay


Niko Watts - Gatorbait 2002

Guybrush122
01-15-2002, 03:07 PM
why are you so damn good?

you brilliant *******....

NiKo
01-15-2002, 03:30 PM
i'll take that as a compliment...
thanks :)

Al-back from the BigWhoop
01-15-2002, 04:00 PM
cool! :)

HelenW
01-15-2002, 04:12 PM
Niko, I'm sorry for being nosy but I just saw your name at the bottom of your song. Watts??? Isn't that an English name?? Were you born in Israel or did your family move there from somewhere else. Sorry if I'm being nosy or ignorant even, but I would expect someone from Israel to have a less English sounding name. Even French names are different sounding to English and they are only accross the channel!!!

Again sorry if I sound ignorant, I don't think you should have an arab name or anything in case you think I have that mentality, I was just curious. :)

Grannen
01-15-2002, 04:52 PM
Helen.
You can read about NiKos grandma Magda Watts here! (http://home.t-online.de/home/RIJONUE/magdae.htm)

Guybrush122
01-16-2002, 11:03 AM
..............and you wrote it in fifteen minutes........man, you are some sort of a twisted, gifted, genious.............bah! who needs ya? :rolleyes: j/k

HelenW
01-16-2002, 12:32 PM
Wow, what a fascinating story!! What a remarkable Grandma you have Niko, maybe thats where you get your creativity from.

Deadmeat_X
01-17-2002, 03:36 AM
Oh fu(k! That reminds me i wrote a song myself! I was gonna post it some time ago, but, well, I just forgot. Let me see if I can find it again...won't promise anything

BTW great song man!

NiKo
01-17-2002, 06:03 AM
*blushes* :o :D

gee thanks guys.

Helen, many of us here in israel have 'english american' names
but theres also a large population of middle eastern names.

Fender
01-17-2002, 07:37 AM
Nice song dude!

Deadmeat_X
01-18-2002, 08:05 AM
OK I feel really stupid, especially cause I have to post just after NiKo's song, but:

This is a song I wrote 2 months ago, it's pretty depressed, although I wasn't sad back then. Just read, and try not to laugh too loud :D

My world - by Deadmeat

This world
Where nobody can reach me
This world
Where nobody can see me
This world
Where no-one understands me
This world
Where there's nobody but me

This dark place
Somewhere in my brain
My deepest feelings
Are driving me insane
The ideas, the thing,
The thoughts that I hide
Bright on the outside,
But inside it's night

And no-one understands me
Cause nobody can see
The things that I see,
When I'm alone with me

This world
Where nobody can reach me
This world
Where nobody can see me
This world
Where no-one understands me
This world
Where there's nobody but me

I pull myself trough the days
Without showing anyone
That my mind is half rotten
And my soul is long gone
My friends think they know me
But if they'd look in my eyes
They would see the insanity
And the conscience that dies

And when no-ones around
I open the gates to hell
Inside becomes outside
When I'm alone with myself

This world
Where nobody can reach me
This world
Where nobody can see me
This world
Where no-one understands me
This world
Where there's nobody but me

And I'd like to kill them, like to hurt them
To make 'em see
Make them cry, make them suffer.
To show the real me

This world
Where nobody can reach me
This world
Where nobody can see me
This world
Where no-one understands me
This world
Where there's nobody but me

This world
Where nobody can reach me
This world
Where nobody can see me
This world
Where no-one understands me
This world
Where there's nobody but me

Copyright 2001/2001 - EVERT VAN AART

NiKo
01-18-2002, 08:37 AM
wooooh...i like it
i like it a lot!

nice song deadmeat :)

Fender
01-18-2002, 12:40 PM
Ok, though that was a great song Deadmeat, It got me all depressed, so now I'm gonna sing one (Not Mine, just my standard depressed song).

Afraid to shoot Strangers - Iron Maiden

Lying, awkae at night, I wipe the sweat form my brow......
But it's not the fear! Cos I'd rather go now......

Trying, to visualise, the horrors that will lay ahead...
A desert Sand Mound! A Burial Ground.......

When it comes to the time,
Are we Partners in crime?
When it comes to the time,
Are we ready to die?

God, let us go now, and finish what must be done....
Thy Kingdom come!
Thy shall be done.... On Earth.

Trying, to justify, to ourselves, the reasons to go,
Should we let and Let Live?
Forget.... or forgive?

But how, can we let them go on this way?
The reign, of terror and corruption must end......
And deep down, we know, there's no other way!
No trust, no reasoning no more to say.....

Afraid to shoot Strangers....!

http://www.ironmaiden.com/ironmaiden/discography/fotd/strangers.asf

Guybrush122
01-18-2002, 08:44 PM
you call THAT depressing, try Pool Shark or Radio on for size:

Pool Shark:

Lying in my plastic bed,
thinkin' how things weren't so cool to me
My baby likes to shoot pool
I like lying naked in my bedroom
Tying on the dinosaur
tonight it used to be so cool

Now I've got the needle
and I can't bleed, but I can't breathe.
Take it away and I want more and more
One day I'm gonna lose the war

Lying in my plastic bed
thinkin' how things weren't so cool to me
My baby likes to shoot pool
I like lying naked in my bedroom

Tying on the dinosaur
tonight it used to be so cool

Now I've got the needle
and I can't shake
but I can't breathe

Take it away and but I want more and more
One day I'm gonna lose the war

And Radio?

Radio:

Shaking like a dog ****tin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'd drive straight off the edge

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red

I've got a big fat ****in' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall

Natty
01-19-2002, 12:28 AM
I still think the most depressing song I've ever heard is Eminem-Kim, sheeeesh who really writes about raping and killing their gf? I don't think I'll be rushing out to see the Eminem movie somehow

NiKo
01-19-2002, 07:05 AM
.....why is this topic being all depressed and sh*t?:confused:
my song was about helathy normal teen depressions. a view of life.
and i think deadmeats was to.

you cant make a rock song about flowers and a purple dinosaur.:rolleyes:

eminems song isnt depressing, its just.....psychopatic
or maybe he wants the atention.

Guybrush122
01-19-2002, 12:28 PM
Originally posted by NiKo
.....why is this topic being all depressed and sh*t?:confused:
my song was about helathy normal teen depressions. a view of life.
and i think deadmeats was to.

True...but, we are showing lyrics of depression because, they too, are healthy. Naturally you'd be depressed when addicted to heroin, and depressed when your gf leaves you...etc...etc...if you weren't depressed you'd be nuts..........