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NiKo
09-10-2002, 01:12 PM
New 'Album'..."Faceless" and since I'm bored out of my mind, I thought I'd post some lyrics...I dont care if no one replies like last time...
these are not all the songs, (considering I wrote like 40 new songs since i last posted a song here)



Alone


So I got lost in your stormy sea of violence
All the constant endless looks, Always raping me,
So I tried to scream but couldnt break my silence
Wish you could taste the hate
That's boiling inside me

Laugh at me, C'mon laugh at me,
Laugh at me, C'mon laugh,
I'll laugh along, C'mon laugh at me,
Laugh at me, I laugh alone..

You laugh cause I'm different,
And I laugh cause you're all the same

So I got used to your endless laughing
In the end it nearly really bothered me,
But I still wanted to be more than nothing,
What was so wrong in just accepting me?

Laugh at me, C'mon laugh at me,
Laugh at me, C'mon laugh,
I'll laugh along, C'mon laugh at me,
Laugh at me, I laugh alone..

You laugh cause I'm different,
And I laugh cause you're all the same

What's wrong with you!?
Laughing like that infront of my face
How can you be so cold?
I've never done anything to you but smile,
It's your fault I believe it's a f*cked up world!

You laugh cause I'm different,
And I laugh cause you're all the same
You laugh cause I'm different,
And I laugh cause you're all the same

Laugh at me, C'mon laugh at me,
Laugh at me, C'mon laugh,
I'll laugh along, C'mon laugh at me,
Laugh at me, I laugh alone..
I laugh alone...
I laugh alone...
I'm left alone...


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Sticks & Stones

The blood is driying on my dirty skin,
I lick the wounds but thay wont heal the wound within,
I cant reach the scar inside,
I cant hide...

Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But words will only,-
Dig into my soul - dig up a hole, lay eggs of hate
And agony that will always stay inside of me,

I look up to see your ugly face,
Never have I felt more hate in one single place.
The blood is still streaming,
You'r still screaming...

Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But words will only,-
Dig into my soul - dig up a hole, lay eggs of hate
And agony that will always stay inside of me,

The things you said to me wont be forgiven,
The sh*t you fed me wont be forgoten,
The hate is still boiling inside,
And I wont let it hide...

Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But words will only,-
Dig into my soul - dig up a hole, lay eggs of hate
And agony that will always stay inside of me,

I wont hide the hate no more, no, no,
I wont hide the hate no more, no no....
No!


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Pointless

This life is pointless - I want to die
This life is wasted - I want to cry
This life is boring - I'm asking why
This life is mine - Good bye

Take me away
To that place where I cant feel
Can't find words to say
To describe the way I feel
Take ma away
To a place where I can heal
Find me things to say
To a place where life's not real

Don't tell me it will be okay
It's a Lie
Just take me away
To a place I can die
Breathing is too hard
And my heart is scarred
Take me away

This life is pointless - I want to die
This life is wasted - I want to cry
This life is boring - I'm asking why
This life is mine - Good bye

Take me away
To that place where I cant feel
Can't find words to say
To describe the way I feel
Take me away
To a place where I can heal
Find me things to say
To a place where life's not real

Don't tell me it will be okay
It's a Lie
Just take me away
To a place I can die
Breathing is too hard
And my heart is scarred
Take me away

I want to lie in a pile of dry leaves, breathless, with my blood in my hands
I don't want a thing to Believe, Thoughtless, I hope you understand
I want to lie in a pile of dry leaves, breathless, with my blood in my hands
I don't want a thing to Believe, Thoughtless, I hope you understand
I want to lie in a pile of dry leaves, breathless, with my blood in my hands
I don't want a thing to Believe, Thoughtless, I hope you understand

© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Freak Show


Come, look at me
It's amusing.
Come, point at me,
It's entertaining.

(Freak show!)
You laugh at me because,
It's my fault I have some flaws,
(Freak show!)
Did it ever occur to you,
Just cause I'm not perfect doesn't mean I don't have feelings too.
(Freak show!)

Come, look at me,
It's a good laugh.
Come, Spit on me,
Have fun on my behalf.

(Freak show!)
You laugh at me because,
It's my fault I have some flaws,
(Freak show!)
Did it ever occur to you,
Just cause I'm not perfect doesn't mean I don't have feelings too.
(Freak show!)
It kinda hurts me but,
I keep my mouth shut.
(Freak show!)
Sometimes I laugh along,
Just trying to belong,
(Freak show!)

It really hurts my feelings,
When you treat me this way.
You forget I'm also human,
I bleed it everyday.

Freak show! X 6

(Freak show!)
You laugh at me because,
It's my fault I have some flaws,
(Freak show!)
Did it ever occur to you,
Just cause I'm not perfect doesn't mean I don't have feelings too.
(Freak show!)
It kinda hurts me but,
I keep my mouth shut.
(Freak show!)
Sometimes I laugh along,
Just trying to belong,
(Freak show!)



© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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I M U



You know, they dont exist
It's just you, and I'm inside you
I want to come out,
Look at your hate list,
I'll kill your enemies for you.
Dont hold me inside your head
Let me out, I want to help you.
I'll make them all gone and dead.

I am hate!
I am rage!
I am locked up in a cage,
I am you
And you are nothing wihtout me!
Now make us both a favor and set me free!

You know, I'm your only friend
It's you and me, all the way
I'll tell you what to say,
I aim to offend,
I'll do all the dirty work
Dont hold me inside your head
Let me out, that's what I'm here for.
I'll make them all gone and dead.

I am hate!
I am rage!
I am locked up in a cage,
I am you
And you are nothing wihtout me!
Now make us both a favor and set me free!

Let me out, you need me...
You're nothing without me...

I am hate!
I am rage!
I am locked up in a cage,
I am you
And you are nothing wihtout me!
Now make us both a favor and set me free!

Dont hold me inside your head
Let me out, I want to help you.
I'll make them all gone and dead.
Gone and dead...
Gone and dead...
Gone and dead...


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Hurting Me


Mixed up feelings collide,
Making me feel confused
And hurts me inside,
You dont care about what I feel,
I'm hiding in lies.

I dont need anyone
But I still feel I need you
I dont need anyone,
Dont know what to do,
I dont need anyone,
Go away,
I dont need anyone,
But I wish you could stay.

I dont know what to do,
Living is too hard
And it's all cause of you
You dont care about what I feel,
Well f*ck you too.

I dont need anyone
But I still feel I need you
I dont need anyone,
Dont know what to do,
I dont need anyone,
Go away,
I dont need anyone,
But I wish you could stay.

I - dont - need - anyone!
I - dont - need - anyone!
I - dont - need - anyone!
I - dont - need - ANYONE!!!
Even when you try your best,
You'r only hurting me!
Even when you try your best,
You'r only hurting me!
Even when you try your best,
You'r only hurting me!
Even when you try your best,
You'r only hurting me!
It's not your fault,
My mind is hurting me!

I dont need anyone
But I still feel I need you
I dont need anyone,
Dont know what to do,
I dont need anyone,
Go away,
I dont need anyone,
But I wish you could stay.

I dont need anyone...
I dont need anyone...
I dont need ...anyone...


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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No One


Everyone is looking at me
And they dont give a sh*t
To them i'm just a target
And I'm so sick of it.
I really want to die,
But I dont have the gutts,
I try to share what I feel with others,
But they just think I'm nutts.

I Have no one,
I'm all alone,
It's all been done,
All chances blown...

I cant take this life anymore!
Wish I could find a door
To take me away from my pain
But that door doesnt exist,
So I'm going insane!

Everything makes me angry
And that anger turns to misery,
Why cant I lead a normal life,
Why am I stuck with being me.
I really want to die,
Why am I so f*cking blind?
I try to get along with others,
But they just think I lost my mind.

I Have no one,
I'm all alone,
It's all been done,
All chances blown...

I cant take this life anymore!
Wish I could find a door
To take me away from my pain
But that door doesnt exist,
So I'm going insane!

Wish I could fade away.... who'd miss me anyway?
I feel so almost everyday.....why is everything so grey?
I want to fade away....
Away....
Away!

I cant take this life anymore!
Wish I could find A door
To take me away from my pain
But that door doesnt exist,
So I'm going insane!


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Bother

I dont know what I feel anymore,
All these feelings are confusing me.
I did all I can for you,
But you dont see it...(you never gave a sh*t)

You dont want me around,
Fine, I understand
I'll get out of your way
Never bother you again

It's obvious you dont care for me,
Dont know if you ever did,
Dont even know if that bothers me,
But all this confusion is bothering me...

I dont know who you are anymore,
You act like you dont even know me.
I tried to make things work with you,
But you dont give a sh*t...(you never saw it)

You dont want me around,
Fine, I understand
I'll get out of your way
Never bother you again

It's obvious you pretend to care for me,
Please cut the act,
I prefer to not see you than to take your lies,
But all this confusion is bothering me...



You dont want me around,
Fine, I understand
I'll get out of your way
Never bother you again...
You dont want me around,
Fine, I understand
I'll get out of your way
Never bother you again...
Never bother you again...
Never bother you again...
Never bother you again...


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Where to go


There's nothing left to say
That hasnt been said before,
There's nothing left to discover,
Nothing left to explore.
Have we really built everything
Cause now we just destroy it all,
Is there nothing left to bring?
Now watch us fall.

The world is still spining around like it always has, (always has)
And all we do is kill each others,
We try to claim all we can (all we can)
In the past we all used to be brothers,
Isnt there anywhere else to go?

There's no other way,
That hasnt been gone to before,
There's nothing left to see,
Nothing left to explore.
Have we really killed everything
Cause now the life is gone,
Is there nothing left to sing?
Prepare for the last dawn.

The world is still spining around like it always has, (always has)
And all we do is kill each others,
We try to claim all we can (all we can)
In the past we all used to be brothers,
Isnt there anywhere else to go?

Is nothing sacred these days?
Is everything raped and left to die?
Where is all our grace?
This world has gone...dry!

The world is still spining around like it always has, (always has)
And all we do is kill each others,
We try to claim all we can (all we can)
In the past we all used to be brothers,
Isnt there anywhere else to go?

The world is still spining around like it always has, (the world is still spining)
And all we do is kill each others,
We try to claim all we can (try to claim)
In the past we all used to be brothers,
Isnt there anywhere else to go?
Else to go...
Else to go...
Else to go...
Where to go....
Else to go...


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Guybrush122
09-10-2002, 03:14 PM
oh my god, dude....that **** is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!

it makes me wish we had a ****ing lead singer and some god damn time to kill







really, awesome job.....keep it up dude

Feral
09-10-2002, 03:25 PM
:eek: OMG, that is freakin' amazing! Mind you, you don't expect anything less from NiKo.
One worry though...is this album being released mainstream? I doubt it, but if you do, be careful around the name "Sticks & Stones"; that's also the name of New Found Glory's latest (and worst yet) album.

NiKo
09-10-2002, 03:57 PM
Offcourse it's not mainstream, it's not even really going to be "released"...we dont have a record deal or anything,
We just do it for the fun of it, and so that one day when we feel ready, we WILL release the album....
and yeah I know about NFG, but they cant really claim that title as copyrighted or anything since the name has been used before them and will be used after them. unlike if i'd name a song "freak on a leash"...you get the point right? cause I dont know how to explain what I'm tryin' to say here...

oh and....



Thanks guys!!!! :D
you have no IDEA what those little comments of yours mean to me, "sniff"....I love you guys.....group hug?

Guybrush122
09-10-2002, 05:09 PM
*group hug* :D

im telling you, man...this album, if released, would kick soooooo much ass for the lyrics alone


i particularly love "hurting me" and "freak show"

NiKo
09-11-2002, 01:05 PM
Lol, i was just about to ask which song you guys like most.:)

The album still isnt closed, we still need to add at least 3 more tracks...i have lyrics for us to work with, so it's no problem...but i'm taking my time to see if maybe with time I'll write something I like more than what i have now...(I'm also thinking "Bonus Track")



Here (http://deparmentofdeath.homestead.com/files/albumpreview.bmp) is a preview of what I made for the album cover. it's just a test, so the logo and the song list in the back wont really be like that...sorry it's a BMP

Guybrush122
09-11-2002, 03:00 PM
niko, that album cover is ****ING INSANE!!!

dude, i want your talent....as an artist






















































































what??? what did you think i was going to say?














































































































































pervert.

NiKo
09-11-2002, 03:39 PM
It's really not THAT good,
but i'm glad you like it :p

Dude, if i could have YOUR talents, pheeew, i'd be settled for life.

storken
09-11-2002, 06:06 PM
Heh, what a "KoRn'y" cover! :D

NiKo
09-12-2002, 10:51 AM
Korny? or too corny?:D

storken
09-13-2002, 09:11 AM
just KoRny! :)
but maybe that was the point..

NiKo
09-13-2002, 12:40 PM
well, to me "korny" is a compliment...:D
just like some girl said i sound like jonathan davis when i sing giberish... it was meant to be a bad thing the way she said it, but i took it as a compliment :p

storken
09-13-2002, 01:56 PM
Okay, we have read the lyrics and seen the cover..
Now let us here some music! :cool:

NiKo
09-13-2002, 02:10 PM
God i wish i could, you have no idea how much i'd like to be able to record it into MP3 and upload for you guys to hear....:(

Guybrush122
09-13-2002, 10:38 PM
duuuuuude, im telling you...send previously made CDs and the new one to our adresses

we'll pay!! I NEED TO HEAR YOU GUYS PLAY!

Al-back from the BigWhoop
09-16-2002, 02:35 PM
save the images of your cds and upload the compilations in the internet so we can hear your cds!

Fender122
09-17-2002, 01:03 PM
If the music for IMU is sorted, could you send me a copy? Thanks.

Deadmeat_X
09-19-2002, 10:03 AM
Wow.....





















It's amazing NiKo. Just when I think I'm making progression as a lyric-writer, you come and destroy my whole ego....thanks....



















No, just kidding, I never had an ego, so you can't destroy it! Bwahahaha!

NiKo
09-19-2002, 12:00 PM
heh, it's not like i have a talent, I just write what's on my mind...kinda like a diary.....a diary that rhymes...:p

I really miss seing some GB122/Feral/Deadmeat/Fender songs in here...

NiKo
09-19-2002, 12:25 PM
How about these 2 songs to sum up the album? yay or nay?



Together at last


It's all in my head,
I hear voices that were never created.
I feel like I'm dead,
Nothing in my thoughts related,
It's all in my head,
Why cant it seem to believe it,
I feel like I'm dead,
Why cant I seem to leave it,

Everything is good in my life now,
So why am I not happy yet?
Everything turned out just right,
So why...Do I....feel regret?

We are together at last,
We are together,
But I fear it wont last,
Forever....
We are together at last,
We are together,
But I fear it wont last,
Forever....

It's all in my head,
Always bringing me down,
Feel like I'm dead,
I'm lost and not found,
It's all my head,
Why cant I seem to leave it
Feel like I'm dead,
Why Cant I seem to believe it,

Everything is good in my life now,
So why am I not happy yet?
Everything turned out just right,
So why...Do I....feel regret?

Everything is good in my life now,
So why am I not happy yet?
Everything turned out just right,
So why...Do I....feel regret?

We are together at last,
We are together,
But I fear it wont last,
Forever....
We are together at last,
We are together,
But I fear it wont last,
Forever....
We are together at last,
We are together,
But I fear it wont last,
Forever....

© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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You think


You think you know better than me,
You think i dont know anything, anything.
You roll your f*cking eyes at me,
You'r a blind f*cking little puppet on a f*cking string! f*cking sing with me now,

No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*

What makes you think everything you say is right,
And i'm wrong about everything, everything,
You'll just start another stupid fight,
You'r a blind f*cking little puppet on a f*cking string! f*cking f*ck with me now,

No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*

You stupid little a**hole f*ck , wipe of that smile.
You stupid little a**hole f*ck, who cares about styles?
You stupid little a**hole f*ck!
You stupid little a**hole f*ck!
You stupid little a**hole f*ck!
You stupid little...

A**hole f*ck!


No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*
No pain, no gain,
No gain, nothing*

na, na , na , na , na,
na , na , na , na, na,
na, na, na,-
You'r a blind f*cking little puppet on a f*cking string! f*cking sing with me now,

Nothing!*
Nothing!*
Pain!




*sung like (nah -thain)

© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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the 2nd songs lyrics may not be good, but when sung and all, it really sounds cool, and that's the main idea right?

Deadmeat_X
09-20-2002, 02:31 AM
Originally posted by NiKo
I really miss seing some GB122/Feral/Deadmeat/Fender songs in here...

All right then, one more time for all time's sake...

IMO, one of my better songs...

DUMB

Why are you still trying, To tell me what to do
Why are you still saying, I am different than you
I too know we're different, and I thank you for that
You act like you're brilliant, you act like you're my dad...

...But maybe you're just stupid
Maybe you're just dumb
Maybe you're just a f*cking retard
Maybe you're just dumb

Why are you still talking, I am not listening
Why are you still here, you are not intresting
And why are you still with me, after all I've said
Why are you still alive, why aren't you dead yet...

...Well maybe you're just stupid
Maybe you're just dumb
Maybe you're just a f*cking retard
Maybe you're just dumb

Why are you still trying, to be my friend
I think we both know, how it will end
I will kick you I will beat you, if you don't shut up
Why are you patronizing me, know when to stop...

...Well maybe you're just stupid
Maybe you're just dumb
Maybe you're just a f*cking retard
Maybe you're just dumb

Why are you still singing, I don't know the words
You say I should know it, but I've never heard
This song you are playing, for me for yourself
If a want a lesson, I will teach myself...

...'Cause maybe you're just stupid
Maybe you're just dumb
Maybe you're just a f*cking retard
Maybe you're just dumb

WRITTEN BY DEADMEAT. NO COPYRIGHT, BUT IF YOU COPY IT I'LL KICK YOU IN THE NUTS
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NiKo
09-20-2002, 08:10 AM
DMeat, cool seeing your songs again...!


This is gonna be a Bonus track for "Faceless" that will play 3 minutes after the end of the last song:


Toilet Graffiti (Bonus Track)




Life is like a toilet, it's always full of as*holes


Here I sit broken-hearted,
Tried to sh*t but only farted
Later on I took a chance,
Tried to fart and sh*t my pants!

Here I sit, same as ever,
Took a dump, pulled the lever.
The toilet clogged,
The water flowed.
Look out world, it's a motherload!

No matter how much you shake and you dance,
The last drop will always fall in your pants

Here I sit broken-hearted,
Tried to sh*t but only farted
Later on I took a chance,
Tried to fart and sh*t my pants!

Here I sit, same as ever,
Took a dump, pulled the lever.
The toilet clogged,
The water flowed.
Look out world, it's a motherload!

No matter how much you shake and you dance,
The last drop will always fall in your pants

Life is like a toilet paper roll, it gets shorter near the end...


© Niko Watts/ Gatorbait
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Dracyia
09-21-2002, 10:04 AM
HOLY HELL!!!! KOOL!!!!! *faints* those r so FRIKIN GOOD!!! *dances* holy...... your so amazing, dude... i wanna be you.

NiKo
09-21-2002, 10:16 AM
Heh, Believe me, you do NOT want to be me...:rolleyes:

Dracyia
09-21-2002, 06:24 PM
ur prob right... but i do! I aint got a great life so swappin wid u an havin ur talent wood b way koolies!

Acrylic
09-21-2002, 10:05 PM
I made a song...I feel for this song...to me...its like a baby...I got the beat all planned out...I'm gonna buy a mic...I'm gonna make the music...and im gonna sing to it and put it on the i-net...somehow...if someone would have a website to support it:

Morning Mist Dew
----------------

I sit here all alone,
I stare to the sky in the dark,
I find no remorse,
This place an evil source,
The sting...like a whip to the face,
The aftereffect like burning mace...

All the stuff you say,
All that light the way,
All you feel inside,
Like morning mist dew,
Tonight....

I love the way you are,
I love the way you love me,
I love the playful kiss,
But still you cant see this,
Oh, I say, you still cant see this...

All the stuff you say,
All that light the way,
All you feel inside,
Like morning mist dew,
Tonight....

All the stuff you say,
All that light the way,
All you feel inside,
Like morning mist dew,
Tonight....

I said I love (love) you (you)
I said I need (need) you (you)
Oh yeah...

All the stuff you say,
All that light the way,
All you feel inside,
Like morning mist dew,
Tonight....

*Talks*
I love you, girl
-----------------no copywright...yet...so do not copy------------


( ) = Echo

Acrylic
09-22-2002, 04:07 PM
duz any1 think its good???

Kjølen
09-22-2002, 04:14 PM
*jumps out of the bush to wave a finger at Nick but realizes that the posts were 21 hours apart*

*Goes on to plan B*

No bumping.

























:p ;) Emphises on the ";)"

Acrylic
09-22-2002, 08:53 PM
tsk tsk tsk steve...dont just assume things STEVE...lol

Kjølen
09-22-2002, 09:03 PM
i never assumed anything outloud, i was thinking it to myself and you have no idea what i think, plus i had a plan B, which all i said outloud was "No bumping", thats all you have to work off of, so i did not assume, more to accurate.

NiKo
09-23-2002, 08:49 AM
I think I speak for everyone when I say...."eh?"

Acrylic
09-23-2002, 09:36 PM
So I guess I'm everybody...."eh?"