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NiKo
11-15-2002, 01:27 PM
I've allready begun working on Gatorbaits next 'album' "Pornograffiti"

so here are just some songs I wrote the last week,
I'd really appreciate some feedback....thanks :)



Fair

So you dont believe the world is a f*cked up place?
Then how come you're trying to hide
the real world from your children?
Hide reality with pink happy bullsh*t and fake commercial love?
Show your kids what reality is for you...
Or is it all pink happy bunnies and sh*t for you too?
Where's the blood, the poverty, the hate, the lies,
the prostitution and the racism?
Where's the truth...?
Welcome to the real world, f*cker..!

Look at the boy, hiding in the dark
Afraid of himself and the power within him.
He's hearing voices, he wont let them win him.
They tell him to hurt himself
They tell him it's the only way out.
He screams so he wont have to hear them anymore
It doesnt help, the voices still shout.
He tries to think clear, he tries to ignore,
But the madness wont stop - It's even worse than before!

In a moment of weakness, In attempt to make it stop,
He takes a knife, cuts and watches the blood drop.
He's pale and out of breath
But he's smiles as the blood pours
He welcomes his death
He will feel pain no more

Is it fair, is it fair?
That they die in despair
Do you care, do you care?
That no one answered they're prayer
Are you scared, are you scared?
Now that you know life aint fair

Look at the girl, she has done nothing wrong
She doesnt trust anyone anymore
Just for being herself she was left all alone
Alone in this world
And no one cares.
She tries to belong so she does what they ask her to
They tell her that her body is theirs
She's doing things she hates cause she's forced to do
When she wakes up it's too late - it was allready true!

She feels so dirty, and it wont wash off,
She strangles herself, she begins to cough.
She never wanted to be a whore
She begins to feel weak,
As she falls to the floor
She's too dead to speak.


Is it fair, is it fair?
That they die in despair
Do you care, do you care?
That no one answered they're prayer
Are you scared, are you scared?
Now that you know life aint fair

Is it fair?


Niko Watts - Gatorbait
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Because of You



I'm not built fot these games you play
Messing with jealousy
Why do you say the things you say?
I never hurt you, did I?
Did I?
You Killed me in your own special way
If you loved me - like I loved you,
Then why am I the only one showing signs of pain?

Feeling like I just died inside
But If I died then why is there still pain?
I gave you my heart / I trusted you
You broke my heart / I died because of you!

I knew this day would come
Just didnt think It would come so soon.
It all seemed so perfect and calm.
I never hurt you, did I?
Did I?
It's like you'r enjoying my pain
If you loved me - Like I loved you,
Then why are you throwing me away?

Feeling like I just died inside
But If I died then why is there still pain?
I gave you my heart / I trusted you
You broke my heart / I died because of you!

Because of you I fall
You smile as I crawl
Once I stood tall
You made me this small

Feeling like I just died inside
But If I died then why is there still pain?
I gave you my heart / I trusted you
You broke my heart / I died because of you!

I died Because of you...


Niko Watts - Gatorbait
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Isolate

Sometimes the pressure is getting to me.
Makes me feel insecure
I ask the world to let me be,
And that's when I know for sure...

I need a break from life,
Too bad there's just one way out.

So that's why I Isolate myself from the world sometimes
I need some time alone to sort out my feelings.
So that's why I close myself sometimes
And watch my wounds healing.

Sometimes I feel I have nothing
To live for.
All the pain and suffering,
And that's when I know for sure...

I need a break from life,
Too bad there's just one way out.

So that's why I Isolate myself from the world sometimes
I need some time alone to sort out my feelings.
So that's why I close myself sometimes
And watch my wounds healing.
So that's why I Isolate myself from the world sometimes
I need some time alone to sort out my feelings.
So that's why I close myself sometimes
And watch my wounds healing.

Do you even know how it feels?
Are you even trying to understand me?
Do you know these feelings kill?
And theyre taking my soul from me

I need a break from life / Too bad there's just one way out!
I need a break from life / Too bad there's just one way out!
I need a break from life / Too bad there's just one way out!
I need a break....just one way out...

That's why I Isolate myself from the world sometimes
I need some time alone to sort out my feelings.
So that's why I close myself sometimes
And watch my wounds healing.


Niko Watts - Gatorbait
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Stay Alive


What's a guy like me got to live for now
When I need to start all over and I dont know how.
Theese feelings from my past they will always haunt me
And I cant go on so go on without me

How do I erase these thoughts?
I need to move on!
I need to forget , I need to get the f*ck away from here!

Looking for a new life , new faces
New friends, a new love, new places.
My old life was thrown away
So I need a new life to make me stay
Alive...Make me stay alive

So where do I start a new begining
I'ts going too fast and my world is spinning!
I need to make it stop, It's too hard for me
And I cant go on so go on without me

How do I let you go?
I need to move on!
I need to forget , I need to get the f*ck away from you!

Looking for a new life , new faces
New friends, a new love, new places.
My old life was thrown away
So I need a new life to make me stay
Alive...Make me stay alive

Alive...
Make me stay Alive...
Need to (stay alive)
Make me (stay alive)
Stay Alive!

Looking for a new life , new faces
New friends, a new love, new places.
My old life was thrown away
So I need a new life to make me stay
Alive, Looking for a new life , new faces
New friends, a new love, new places.
My old life was thrown away
So I need a new life to make me stay
Looking for a new life , new faces
New friends, a new love, new places.
My old life was thrown away
So I need a new life to make me stay
Alive! Make me stay alive!



Niko Watts - Gatorbait
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The Love Is Gone


What kind of a relationship is this
If I cant be myself cause I'm afraid of you making fun of me?
Always making me pissed
This is not the way that true love is suposed to be..
I must addmit, some hate exists
In me,
All the sh*t, even when we kiss
I feel nothing

It used to be special
It used to put a smile on my face
Now it just makes me sick
The smile's been erased.
Even before we were together
We got along much better
Now the love - is - gone! (at least I think so)

What kind of a relationship is this
If we have nothing to talk about?
Always making me pissed
I think this love is based on too much doubt.
I must addmit, some hate exists
In me,
It doesnt fit, where did I miss?
I feel something

But I know myself, once I tell you I dont want you anymore and I'm done with you,
I'll regret it. So I'm stuck with you (either way, I'm f*cked)
But I know myself, once I tell you I dont want you anymore and I'm done with you,
I'll regret it. So I'm stuck with you (either way, I'm f*cked)
But I know myself, once I tell you I dont want you anymore and I'm done with you,
I'll regret it. So I'm stuck with you (either way, I'm f*cked)

It used to be special
It used to put a smile on my face
Now it just makes me sick
The smile's been erased.
Even before we were together
We got along much better
Now the love - is - gone! (at least I think so)


Niko Watts - Gatorbait
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The Last Drop of Blood


Here I am, Waisting another day in my empty life,
Like Every day, I'm drowned away by my pathetic lies.
Why should I, Go on this way if it leads me nowhere,
I cant just walk away, saying that my life is'nt fair.

I'm so confused.
My mind's so abused.
I feel so useless, What would you do in my shoes?
Logic is'nt logical,
Makes no sense to me.
Magic is'nt magical,
I'm so blind, cant see.
What's wrong with me?

Here I am, Taking another step into the darkness,
Like Every day, Do I feel ashamed? f*ck yes!
Why should I, Listen to you, you'r full of sh*t
I cant just walk away, saying I'm sick of it.

I'm so confused.
My mind's so abused.
I feel so useless, What would you do in my shoes?
Logic is'nt logical,
Makes no sense to me.
Magic is'nt magical,
I'm so blind, cant see.
What's wrong with me?
I'm so confused.
My mind's so abused.
I feel so useless, What would you do in my shoes?
Logic is'nt logical,
Makes no sense to me.
Magic is'nt magical,
I'm so blind, cant see.
What's wrong with me?

(Here I am) All the time it's like...
(Like Every day) Whenever I feel like...
(Why should I?) All my life was like...
(Cant just walk away) It sucked!

I'm so confused. (pain!)
My mind's so abused. (pain)
I feel so useless, What would you do in my shoes?
Logic is'nt logical, (pain!)
Makes no sense to me.(pain!)
Magic is'nt magical,(pain!)
I'm so blind, cant see.
What's wrong with me?(pain!)

Niko Watts - Gatorbait
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That'll be enough for now...i dont want to post TOO much crap :p

Guybrush122
11-16-2002, 11:47 AM
as i have said countless times so that its become utterly inevitable



i hate you for being such a good song writer