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Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 07:22 PM
Thanks be to God!

Well most my life I have been a shy little boy I tried being open but I would get beat up, tormented teased and stuff. I changed then and become that shy little boy who always seemed really serious and sad. Though to do drugs and drink though I would never do that. I used to be untied but I this year I switched to be a Catholic, my Grandfather said I was blessed but I didn't know why it was me, now I know.

Before I got to the point where I would fake sick not to go to church, I changed myself to try to fit in though it was too late. It lessened the teasing though didn't eliminate it. Now I understand thats not important.

Recently I was talking to some girls on MSN and they said I was soooo much different on it and I had split personalities. I just didn't beleive that and got quite defensive.

Now in church I have a series of prayers I usually say for myself, my family and other people who want them (Yes RptheHotrod thats you bud! ;)) I also prayed for a great life in the footsteps of Jesus and God. I felt as if I was in a shell, that all changed about 10 minutes ago, I was in a convo with a girl (who recently broke of our date for a dance) and by the end of the convo I knew what to do!

She kept saying I should bring more of the other mes together to school and I kept explaining, theres only one me but I realized I didn't even know me. We kept chatting and by the end I was crying, I know the path I must take in life God has Answered my prayers and I'm set to begin the winderful quest of life. Though it will take a little more time and more prayers I have been brought into the light by a miracle (the girl is really surprised she was part of a miracle lol :D) And now I don't care what the others do I and find the real me and live out my life as God has planned! So my swampoes today is a great day for me and I will remeber every May 11th is the day I found the way. Well I hope your happy for me! :D

Glory to God in the Highest!

Jared
05-11-2003, 07:25 PM
*crickets chirp in backround*:rolleyes:






lol, just kidding, thats great. Congradulations:)

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 08:04 PM
Originally posted by TK-421
*crickets chirp in backround*:rolleyes:






lol, just kidding, thats great. Congradulations:)


You making fun of my miracle! :mad:


j/k


Thanks man, I'm feeling great right now!:D

ZBomber
05-11-2003, 08:09 PM
Congrats Matt. :)

Reborn Outcast
05-11-2003, 08:21 PM
Word!

Congrats Matt!!! I'm happy for ya. :D

And if you ever need anyone to talk to... my AIM is bean16GA.

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 08:27 PM
Thank you all! I've really feel I have accomplised something amazing. My lifes gonna be a whole lot better now!

All I need now is a girl! WOAH Matt one miracle at a time! :p j/k

Acrylic
05-11-2003, 09:08 PM
Originally posted by Matt-Liell
Well most my life I have been a shy little boy I tried being open but I would get beat up, tormented teased and stuff. I changed then and become that shy little boy who always seemed really serious and sad.

Dude...you are Creeping me out...we are linked by fate or something...dude......:eek:

But, congrats!

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 09:21 PM
Originally posted by AcrylicGuitar
Dude...you are Creeping me out...we are linked by fate or something...dude......:eek:

But, congrats!

Man whats up dude your like my Jedi Twin! :D




And thanks! :)

Acrylic
05-11-2003, 09:23 PM
Originally posted by Matt-Liell
Man whats up dude your like my Jedi Twin! :D

LOL! :D *feels bad for leaving Z out. :p*

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 09:25 PM
Originally posted by AcrylicGuitar
LOL! :D *feels bad for leaving Z out. :p*

Ah come on Acrylic and Z, Group Hug! :p Its a special day!

Acrylic
05-11-2003, 09:33 PM
*Joins hug and waits for Z*

Cool to have 2 people same age as you in one forum eh Matt?

RpTheHotrod
05-11-2003, 09:35 PM
Great to hear! :D I'll be praying.


I guess I'm too old for the group hug... :(

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 09:42 PM
Originally posted by RpTheHotrod
Great to hear! :D I'll be praying.


I guess I'm too old for the group hug... :(


Come on man join in the fun! Its a great day and I'm still praying for ya man!:D

Jed
05-11-2003, 09:45 PM
What the hell, I'll join to. :)

*joins group hug*

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 09:48 PM
Another big part of this is one of my best friends my priest who was recently in the news!

http://www.haltonsearch.com/hr/ob/story/1060580p-1265914c.html

ZBomber
05-11-2003, 09:50 PM
I have arrived!
*Join group hug*
*Someone comes up and takes a picture and edits it in PS7*
doh! :)

But, congrats Matt. Glad you are having a miracle. :)

Matt-Liell
05-11-2003, 09:53 PM
Originally posted by ZBomber
I have arrived!
*Join group hug*
*Someone comes up and takes a picture and edits it in PS7*
doh! :)

But, congrats Matt. Glad you are having a miracle. :)

Thanks Z! It means alot to me. :)

Pnut_Man
05-11-2003, 11:12 PM
That's awesome news matt! I saw your previous thread about the girl problems, I'm glad to see that the whole dilemma is finally solved.

matt--
05-11-2003, 11:22 PM
Reading your post, I see that you tried many things, but, out of curiousity, have you tried to be yourself? Why give up who you are? A strategy will not work. Don't conform to popularity. Don't conform to nonconformity. Follow your heart and your instincts.

I used to be the same way, then I just gave up adapting to the expectations of others, and I can honestly say that I am happy with, even love, my life. I would choose to change nothing about it if I were to be given the chance.

RpTheHotrod
05-12-2003, 12:14 AM
*joins group hug*

*then flips zbomber over his shoulder and pins him on the ground*


Rar!

Matt-Liell
05-12-2003, 02:49 PM
Originally posted by matt-windu
Reading your post, I see that you tried many things, but, out of curiousity, have you tried to be yourself?


Thats what I never knew, I got so confused in life, I didn't know who I really was and I never realized that. Now I do.

Mex
05-12-2003, 02:55 PM
*Hugs everyone* Good for you matt!

Not you Matt-Windu! :p :D