Natasha reached her cabin. She had forgotten the fact that all her things were already packed and neatly piled up. So, Natasha just layed in her bed, taking the envelope to Ness out of her pocket and putting it next to her head.
"A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity. When for a few brief seconds, the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I've lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be."