The waking up part was the worst part of BCT for me. Sometimes I would wake up w/o knowing it and be there at attention, one of the guys that was on fireguard would come in and tell me to go back to bed, and i'd be like 'huh?' it was weeeeird. dunno if i'll ever go back. i just dont know what i want to do with my life, i have no direction or goals.
"Without strife, the victory has no meaning. Without strife, one does not advance. Without strife, there is only stagnation."