That's harsh. Seek professional help immediately.
I'm finding I get way too frustrated with games these days. If it's not easy for me right off the bat, my instinct is to call it quits and move to something else.
I used to spend days,.. that's goldurn literal DAYS fer chrissake... working on a sticking point in a game... to the exclusion of all else if needs be.
I don't know what happened to me...
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