"I will admit. I was suprised by your decision to leave the order but I was nit disappointed."
Melany looked at Juhani sadly. She boed her head. "Master Juhani. Yes, I deeply apologize for leaving the Order. But ... I felt that I kept doing everything wrong. I held on to the past. Especially my goth ways. And what that Found guy said... effected me deeply." She bowed her head with tears.
"I will do all I can to prove myself. To you, Perdante, and everyone here. If this is the only way to quiet the Force... then so be it. Again, I deeply apologize for leaving my family... you guys behind." She looked up with tearful eyes.