"On ne peut que vouloir la suite." (We can only want know what is next.)
The only thing I can say is : When I read impressive stories like yours, it only make me want to try harder myself. Learn from it, that is what I tell myself.
"If you think it is lie, disregard what I said; if you think it is ignorant, smile; It's a well deserved praise however to believe me or not in what I said is up to you." a quote from...well, me.
The more the difficulty, the more the glory.