*HUG* Whatever happens with me, thank YOU for being so patient and understanding and NOT telling me to "pull myself together" or whatever. In trying to act and behave like everything's fine, I find myself dying a little bit more every day, because it's not.
EDIT: I just remembered something. My pastor said something like, "Maybe you lost your home or your job, and you feel like God doesn't love you, but it's not all ABOUT you. You're just putting God into your box, but if you put yourself into HIS box..."
Could that have been the emotional trigger that I've suppressed until now? I think THAT'S what set me off, more than anything.
Last edited by Tysyacha; 02-13-2011 at 09:51 PM.