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Old 02-15-2011, 07:46 PM   #33
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Originally Posted by Tysyacha View Post
If you want to ban me for this post, go ahead. It's just that with everybody else around me, EVERYBODY else, wanting me to live the "I'm completely happy and absolutely nothing's wrong in my life" way, especially with Jesus
Christianity/God/religion and church doctrine, I have nowhere else to turn.

Ty, why on earth would you get banned for this? I'm just very sad that things have reached this point, and I'm sorry that there is little I can say to console you on everything that has taken place.

Originally Posted by Tysyacha View Post
1) "Man, Tys, your theories are all wrong and false. You're messed up, too."
-1) You may be right on both counts, but that brings me no comfort now.
I don't think there is any correlation between theories being wrong and and an individual being "messed up" - though I would ask which of us isn't messed up? Regardless some of the individuals I've counciled with depression see the world most clearly.

Originally Posted by Tysyacha View Post
2) "Quit your b*tching."
-2) I've tried. I can't fake being happy anymore, or saying everything's fine.
From a psychological stand point the release is a must, bottling is bad for an individual, I'm sorry you can't express this to individuals in the flesh.

Originally Posted by Tysyacha View Post
3) "It's not God's fault all this crap has happened to you. It's your fault."
-3) If it's my fault, then how can I fix it? I've been trying to for 8 mo. now.
Ty, none of this is your fault, in the book of Job none of what happens to him is his fault. Is the murder victim at fault for being murdered? The answer is un-equivocally no.

Originally Posted by Tysyacha View Post
4) "You suck."
You really don't...

Originally Posted by Tysyacha View Post
5) "Why are you so depressed?"
-5) You just skipped to the end of this outpouring of pain, didn't you?
Theres nothing wrong with being upset....

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