decided to stay home tonight...i don't want a dui, not that i would get into an accident, it's the *******s on the road that refuse to drive the speed limit or under or slinky their cars in and out of traffic, plus i just had a feeling that if i were to go out i would not have as good a time as i wanted to. i miss being at training, looking forward to next week. doesnt look like former coworker is wanting to hang out with me, no text messages or anything. her loss, not mine. i would be the one driving 2 hours to go visit anyways...all based on a dream i had which started that whole feeling like we could possibly have something. not totally counting it out, but based on some things...yeah.
cant wait to get the **** out of this boring place. alcohol isnt really fun anymore.
plus my friends all seem so ****in shallow and weird sometimes. wtf is happening to me.