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Old 05-18-2013, 05:16 PM   #584
Rogue15
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Join Date: Jul 1999
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getting depressed again...i think there's something seriously wrong with me but im way too cool to talk to a professional about it. i give myself about 3 months when i get home if nothing changes i'll look for some help. -_-

i just have this feeling like when i get home that things won't be any different than back when i got home from basic...it may be nice and fun at first but 2 months later, the whole ****ing world and everything i care about will say **** you with the middle finger in my direction. i guess i just have to stay strong and not have a mental breakdown. maybe ill start going to church when i get home. idk what else to do. i'm usually optimistic about things, but the last time i pretty much fell off a cliff for someone it ****ing hurt me...

i guess i learned something from a few hard earned lessons. i'll do good for myself, **** everyone else. step on toes to get ahead, no remorse.

think i discovered why im feeling like this: vitamin deficiency. that's gotta be it.


"Without strife, the victory has no meaning. Without strife, one does not advance. Without strife, there is only stagnation."
―Yuthura Ban

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