went to the church thing tonight to get myself into a bible study/group...met some seemingly nice people, so my wednesday nights are now booked! the best thing is the group is for people that are not married, so maybe i will find a nice girl here. That's not the main reason I decided to go, however...I want to go to get myself more socially with like minded people, as well as perhaps some sort of guidance in applying Biblical principles to my life which I personally think I don't need help doing, but having people to help keep me in check so to speak isn't necessarily a bad thing! On top of wednesday, I will be going to the larger group which is of college people age (18-30s) on Tuesday nights. This is my educated response to depression and suicidal thoughts, and to top that off I'll be going to the Veteran's meetings on thursday which takes place at my college.
I want to make so many new friends and contacts with people, maybe then will I find more purpose, sense, and meaning to my life!!!