i hate dreaming this is why i rarely take naps, it's either a ****ty dream that won't come true ever or a episode of sleep paralysis and death. i can't win.
going to the gym. chest was sore all day, feels great knowing i am getting stronger.
hoping bible study is fun tomorrow...and that i can get some patience with myself in the day to attempt algebra homework.
there's one girl i'm currently interested in, we share similar interests, but i don't know. i feel so lost when it comes to dating and doubtful i will ever find anybody that is like me or is interested in me. i guess this is one of the reasons why i joined the military and am working out alot...trying to put on muscle so i can at least attract some girls. i'm just getting very miserable lately with the loneliness and questionable thoughts on life..
Battle is a pure form of expression. It is heart and discipline, reduced to movement and motion. In battle, the words are swept away, giving way to actions-- mercy, sacrifice, anger, fear. These are pure moments of expression.