i hate dreaming this is why i rarely take naps, it's either a ****ty dream that won't come true ever or a episode of sleep paralysis and death. i can't win.
going to the gym. chest was sore all day, feels great knowing i am getting stronger.
hoping bible study is fun tomorrow...and that i can get some patience with myself in the day to attempt algebra homework.
there's one girl i'm currently interested in, we share similar interests, but i don't know. i feel so lost when it comes to dating and doubtful i will ever find anybody that is like me or is interested in me. i guess this is one of the reasons why i joined the military and am working out alot...trying to put on muscle so i can at least attract some girls. i'm just getting very miserable lately with the loneliness and questionable thoughts on life..
"Without strife, the victory has no meaning. Without strife, one does not advance. Without strife, there is only stagnation."