I'm finding my uncle role to be more fulfilling in the long run. At least I got that going for me. Besides not being able to find the right girl, I am experiencing some fun by myself...such as shooting, hunting, video games, netflix, school, working out, and getting back into bible studies which is actually starting to get fun and comfortable and there are some nice girls that go to it, not that they are interested in me, it could lead into something more i suppose.
"Without strife, the victory has no meaning. Without strife, one does not advance. Without strife, there is only stagnation."