Hmm... yeah. True that. I may have to hide her posts for the time being, until things in my life are better.
Of course, I have nobody to blame about this but myself. I let myself think there might have been more there than there ever really was.
We really only saw each other 3 times since late November. I suppose I could have pushed the issue to try to get a definite resolution about it one way or another, to find out what she was thinking about it... but I'm sure that would have left me in exactly the same state I am right now... with her now feeling REALLY uncomfortable about me as well. Probably would have destroyed the friendship we had before this.
But, I'll eventually get over it all. I always do. I've had plenty of practice at it...